any guy can love a thousand girls,
but only a real guy can love
a girl in a thousand ways

sometimes it hurts to watch you leave
it feels like you're taking a part of me with you
i never know how it'll be
i guess it's just a mystery

You don't expect these things to happen.
no one asks to be alone. Some get used
to it, some pretend to be used to it, and
others are a walking work of destruction.

Flashlights under covers, raindrops on my tongue;
When life had no distractions & love wasn't hurting anyone.

All the stuff you said
is stuck in my head like
a recording and it just
keeps replaying & I
think I like it.

She can't tell she's beautiful.
& before you can say anything to her..
There's another wasted life. 

Remember when things were simple
& the only big decisions were monkey
bars or swings. - when the only fake
people we knew were barbie & ken
& when the people you loved only
disappeared when you were playing
hide & seek.

She says 'don't worry i'll be fine'
As she fights the tears for the
   VERY LAST TIME.

There have been lots of cars
in my driveway and lots of boys
on my couch. I’ve toyed with bad boys,
mamma’s boys, & country boys.
Been broken by a few & broken
a few myself. I've never said
"I love you" & never had the need.
I've been the rebound, the challenge,
the fall back, & the girlfriend. I've been
the mistake & the correction. One day
someone will love me for what I've been
& what I am, where I’ve been & where
I am; One day someone will love me.

Sometimes it's a sad song, but I can't forget, refuse to regret, the summer I met you & you took my breath away. It made everyday worth all of the pain that I have gone through.

sometimes i lie awake and think,
"why cant life be fair?"
i cry myself to sleep at night,
and wake up to a nightmare.

a million words couldn`t bring you back,
i know because i`ve tried. a million tears
couldn`t bring you back, i know because
i`ve cried. you left me with a broken heart
& sweet memories too, but i never wanted
memories - - i only wanted you <3

i cry for the times that you were almost mine,
i cry for the memories i've left behind.
i cry for the pain, the lost, the old, the new,
i cry for the times i thought i had you.

..Story of My Life..

I'm not always as confident as I seem.
There are many nights & many days
when all I want is to be held. I love
being held, always. Sometimes I don't
want to talk about what's bothering me.
Sometimes I just want a hug someone
who will let me cry. I like when boys cry
in front of me; when people aren't
afraid to show what they're really feeling. because, honestly..that person is me.

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♥lets drink to get drunk and♥
tell each other everything
because a drunken mind
♥speaks a sober heart♥

¤
there is nothing more for me to loose
«my heart is swollen, broken, & bruised»

Everyday I smile
and act like nothings wrong...
Its called putting everything aside
and being strong

missing someone isn't about how long it
has been since you have seen them or the
amount of time since you've talked. it's
about that very moment when you're doing
something and you wish that they were
right there with you.

She hates herself
Her grades suck
Her mom screams
Her friends have problems
She tries to help
She likes a boy
He'll never know 
this boy broke her heart
She thinks she still likes him
She can't take it

i remember the first time that i really
looked you in the eyes. i was thinking
to myself, there'll never be anyone else

Your the something in my life
I wish I'd never met
because your the someone I want and
...the something I can't get

im a hypocrite. trying to live the things i believe
isnt always easy.
no more fights, no more sad songs.
no more hating.
this world has made me hate.
taken my existence,
made it dark and cold.
well i miss the sun and dancing in the rain.

I'll be your bitch; your little whore
your gutless cunt...and nothing more.
I'll be your dope; I'll be your lie
You'll be my rope...my suicide.

So goodbye to you and your life
Your new best friends, your confidence
And I'll be here when you get home

I pinky promise
when we're old ladies ...
we're gonna be best friends
chasing each other in nursing home
with our motor scooter

Pretty much i'm just stuck at home for the next 3 hours with nothing to do so here goes nothing!  And once again...i DO NOT make these quotes and/or icons! 

i am me. thats all i can be.
no more. no less. don't 2nd guess
i l a u g h . i < 3. i l i v e. i c r y.
&. sometimes i wish that i would die.
somedays i'm funny. others i'm not.
sometimes i'm in overdrive & i can't stop.
you may not like me. thats okay.
cz this is me & how i'll always stay.

at the end of the day, i want to be able
to fall asleep knowing that our lives are
intertwined in a way only we can understand.

You're so weird.
And really obnoxious.
Absolutely insane.
Not to mention, a complete idiot.
Yeah... and you know what else?
I love you for it. 

♥fast cars, late nights
sweet kisses under the moonlight
rock concerts, a tragic curse
teen love...could it get any worse?♥

falling in love, is like getting caught in the rain,
just before it starts, you try to run away from it,
but in the end, you end up soaked to the bone
hoping that that feeling will never end..

♥♥I hate the way I cant stop thinking about you. I hate the way you don’t know how I truly feel. I hate the way your smile makes me melt. I hate the way no matter what you do, I cant get over you. I hate the way you hold me in your arms not wanting me to stay, but then I hate it when you let go. I hate the way you make me smile like no one else can. I hate the way that I can’t find the way to tell you who YOU are and all of this. But most of all, I hate the way that no matter what I hate about you,  I still  LOVE you.♥♥

°  § I'm used to it by now; letting myself down. But when I let that one person down, I just broke  °

Missing someone is a part of loving them ;
if you`re never apart,
then you`ll never know how strong your love really is

He isn't my boyfriend - but i love
his hugs, his smile, his advice,
his love, his kindness & the
times we laugh together. I guess
i fell in love with our friendship <3

well thats all for right now, pathetic i know, do more in a while...enjoy!!!!